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| 10:28pm 15/07/2004 |
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Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
sweet air
is the best cure
for the broken hearted |
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| 08:06pm 05/06/2004 |
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So yea if ya didn't yet add my new lj name ReadySetBurn, so yea its the cool thing to do, cya there sucka's! |
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| 08:09pm 03/06/2004 |
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I have a new journal, add me if ya wish. ReadySetBurn is the name, cya there! |
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| 09:49am 03/06/2004 |
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mood:  blank music: Running From Romace- Prelude to a cool july
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...Ok so i'm hearing alot of shit about the draft and this is my take on it. If you look at other countries obviosuly Africa, Cuba, Mid Eastern countries, horrible places, poor, crappy, no free choice. Nothing.. I personally think everyone that lives in this country owes to this country. You get to do what ya want when ya want, you get to say what ya want to who ya want. Its so nice here some of you may not think so but your fucking lucky to live in this country, and if the country needs you to get off your ass a lil and actually give back some to this great country i say you don't whine and need to do what needs to be done, instead of making excuses how i don't owe shit back blah blah blah, the thing is you owe so much back to this country. When you say the pledge to that flag it means something, your lucky, all of my friends are. I mean i know i am, i just think of those people who volunteer to do it like mike, they realize what this country has done for them, so yea whatever thats my take id serve proudly.....be happy you live here. |
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Comments: 13 headshots. - Pull the trigger.
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| 10:31pm 01/06/2004 |
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and i say to that...poker faces gentlemen..poker faces |
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| 04:29pm 31/05/2004 |
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This weekened was awsome... thats all i have to say. Joe is a awsome kid, that show was amazing..goodtime |
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| 04:52pm 25/05/2004 |
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mood:  amused
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Oh hell yea i'm sick of this shit, i don't care about shit anymore all i care about is friends and having a good time. Serously i hung out with some old friends last weekend, and like that was one of my best times in a long time, i love laughing and joking around with old friends. thannk you joe and bruce. Hopefully this weekend all goes to plan as long as it doesn't rain it'll be good. Its already tuesday its going fast i'm liking it. Lucky newbie ,out of school today sal's last day tomm. fuckers. I don't care to much they got to work alot mwuwahaaha. I'll be doing alot this summer also though. It wont be work though, more like hanging out with old friends, going to shows, doing stuff with my band. I can't wait..oh and that storm yesterday...was fucking awsome |
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Comments: 3 headshots. - Pull the trigger.
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| 11:19am 23/05/2004 |
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Lastnight ahaha oh man i laughed so hard, its good to hangout with those guys again. Can't wait for next weekend |
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| Confusion and Old Memories |
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| 08:33pm 19/05/2004 |
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mood: calm music: Guilt Like Gravity- Sent and Said
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..Ok so yea as of late things have been so great and yet confusing and kinda bad. I mean i have been writing alot recently and such, helps me gte stuff out. Like now that i think if it, lately i have been enjoying life so much, hanging out with meg is always a blast, fiddle sal and newbs are fun guys and such, but as i said, things have been confusing somtimes i just don't know what to do, to say, or what to think. I mean sometimes life isn't so fun. Then i go back and think a couple yrs ago, i was always happy, i use to be really good friends with Joe, Jeffie K, Rick, Bruce all of them i kinda miss that, i miss laughing 24-7 going to bowling playing football, joiking around DUNKIN DONUTS RUN! lol ya those were goodtimes..i miss them. I dunno latly i really need a good friend to talk to, to share feelings with and i dunno i need more then one. Who wants to apply for this postion? heh. Although i shouldn't complain to much because i have had alot of new memories, new fun, new people, but i'll always miss the old, that wont change. I want to go to shows more meet new people get acquainted with the old again, i'm not sure if that'll happen. I'd like a relationship someone i can share feeling with and such and sometimes i don't for certain reasons. On another note i really like the new Atreyu. I can't wait till my band actually really starts up and such we'll see how that progresses. Well i'm gunna go now and write and think and such. I'm out, everyone take care |
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| 09:52pm 18/05/2004 |
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::sighs::......................... |
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| 09:38pm 18/05/2004 |
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So i just got back from Meg's house she's an awsome girl that one. Yup tonight was good. Thankyou |
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| 10:22pm 16/05/2004 |
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You don't need anxiety and problems. All you really seek is a conflict free environment which can offer peace and mental security. You don't like the idea of being alone and, whatever the reason, at this time of your life you feel as if you are being 'left out'. What you really need is perhaps some 'tender loving care'.
You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different.
You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realize that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.
All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but indeed of those around you.
Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh. |
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| 07:17pm 16/05/2004 |
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mood: awake music: Dead Poetic-Vanus Empty
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Wow...i wasn't feeling so great so i fell alseep. I had the most amazing dream ever. It was so awsome. I swear everyone i ever knew was in it. That made my day, i wish the ending was true, but dreams are dreams. |
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